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Assalamualaikum,

It is the 4th week of the 5th semester. Next week ada 2 test. PA dengan MNT 2. Baru habis baca 2 lecture notes PA tadi. Roommate aku balik, nak basuh baju katanya. Untunglah rumah dekat *sarcastic smile emoji*

Hari tu punya post duk cakap pasal fyp, kali ni pun nak cakap pasal benda yang sama. Bear with me talking about fyp for a year, okay? Memanglah masa cuti semester tu sv aku tak reply email. Naik sem, aku Jaz Zul jumpa sv. Dr puji sebab dia kata fyp students dia sebelum2 ni tak pernah approach dia dulu, masa cuti pulak tu, instead, dia yang kena approach diorang. 

 Tak tipu, aku rasa tenang lepas dapat jumpa dia. Bila dapat tahu yang fyp kitorang ni more to helping Master and pHD students Dr. Bila dengar Dr explain yang most of the data had been collected. Memanglah tak dapat rasa sangat data collection tu macam mana, tapi at least takdelah rasa macam hidup tak teratur sangat setahun ni.

Lagi satu, Dr suruh kitorang publish paper. I admit that is quite awesome sebab bayangkan, kitorang akan buat journal article macam yang kitorang duk refer selama ni. Dr kata nanti paper tu boleh naikkan nilai resume. Good to hear. Hopefully we will get to finish an excellent paper, aamiin. 

Bila dengar orang lain complain pasal sv suruh hantar proposal cepat, tukar tajuk banyak kali, kritik proposal sebab grammar, etc., tiba-tiba rasa bersyukur dapat sv yang aku dapat, walaupun sebenarnya sv tu bukan aku yang pilih. Sampai menangis pulak tu sebab dapat sv yang ni. I had a bad expectation, but my sv is chill je padahal. Overthinking sangat, haih. Sorry, dr. I ought not to be judgmental lepas ni. Bad Hannysa.


Orang dah cop aku minat foodservice, padahal it was a spur of the moment, & sebab I had to make  a choice, so bila aku cakap aku dah tak minat foodservice, diorang terkejut. Bukannya terus tak minat lepas tak dapat tajuk fyp untuk foodservice, tapi sebab aku dah makin faham job scope as a foodservice dietitian. So, janganlah rasa bersalah sebab kau dapat foodservice title untuk fyp. Awal2 tu je aku koyak, tapi dah lama redha. Bukan tawar hati tau. Tak semestinya apa yang kita nak tu terbaik untuk kita. Allah maha mengetahui. Kau cuma manusia biasa yang tak tahu apa.

Tiba-tiba clinical yang aku cakap aku tak suka tu jadi interesting pulak bila masuk 3rd year ni.

When the way you perceive someone is different than before. Respect your teachers, respect your lecturers. A semester can change your perceptions. Don't base your opinion of others based on others' opinions, have your own. 

 Okay, dah cukup membebel. 



Allah yuftah alaikum. Good luck, Dietista 11. 











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