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Assalamualaikum,
In a few days, my semester break of 3 months will be over. It is always intimidating to start another new year as a degree student because you know what to expect, but then things will never go as planned, but you planned ahead anyway. 

It's 7.54 p.m. and oh the rain is getting heavier outside. Fisha tengah membebel kat bawah. Sampai bilik aku kat atas ni pun boleh dengar haih budak ni.


I'm scared. Final year project ni menakutkan sangat. Baru sekarang nak menyesal sebab tak betul2 fokus masa biostatistik dulu. I mean, I did focus in class tapi entahlah. Sebab memang tak minat research stuffs, the subject was not interesting to me. More of a bore. Lagi2 sebab ada perkataan 'statistik' tu. Why lah kena ada final year project ni? Hm.   

I was trying so hard to try and read more journals, but my procrastination got the best of me. Esoklah aku baca. Tengok2 esok aku buat benda lain. Okay2, esok. Ehh, malas pulak. Kisahnya sampai habis cuti ni agaknya aku takkan sempat habis baca semua journal yang membosankan tu.

Insecure sangat bila tengok ada classmate yang lain dah siap proposal, dah collect data apa semua sedangkan aku habuk pun tarak. Tajuk pun takde ni hah. Email lit review kat sv pun takde respon haih sadis. 



Ya Allah, kuatkanlah seorang Hannysa Yusaa supaya dia dapat tempuh fasa Final Year Project ni dengan jayanya tanpa terlebih menangis & tangguh kerja. Sedarkan dia supaya dia tak buat kerja sambalewa, cincai boncai, asal siap. Kuatkan semangat dia untuk ubah diri jadi lebih baik macam yang dia rancang. 


Aim higher, Hannysa. Set an example to your juniors macam mana that kakak menang an award for her presentation kat MDA conference tu. Apetah nama akak tu. Apepun, salute. 

Pray for me.









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