Black Pearl

  Assalamualaikum, Hari ni 22 Ramadan, kalau tak silap. I lost count haha. Kalau time budak-budak dulu setiap hari aku kira. Countdown nak raya punya pasal. Ni dah besar dah tak heran.  I have been doing a LOOOOOT of planning this month. Taking this huge leap requires a bit of planning, definitely. Banyak benda nak kena fikir, nak kena buat, nak kena siapkan. Dengan otak yang satu, dua tangan yang sempurna, badan yang alhamdulillah sihat walafiat tak ada penyakit ni lah aku put one foot in front of the other. Taking small steps every day. Tapi dia jadi mental breakdown kadang-kadang sebab aku belum nampak apa-apa hasil. Kena selalu ingatkan diri sendiri apa yang aku dah berjaya settlekan instead of thinking about things I haven't. Because I tend to freak out a lot sampaikan recently I've been experiencing SOB and even a tightness in the chest, angina. Me being me, terus paranoid fikir aku mungkin akan kena heart attack lol. It's a possible thing to happen, but then I think

Assalamualaikum, Pretty effin weird. That's what that was. Hantar makanan, letak depan pintu. Ketuk pintu and said "Makanan kat depan pintu". Lepas tu lari pergi tempat lain. Hahah. Macam hantar makanan kat prisoner. Ada Joe Goldberg vibe jugak kat situ. Eh.   After more than 2 years, unfortunately, this deadly virus berjaya menembusi our household. Izzat got it. Thursday, 24th Feb 2022. Tested positive after RTK self test. Me with my 'psychic power' dah rasa tak sedap hati when I heard Izzat terbatuk-batuk outside of my room. "Hm, lain maciam pula batuk dia ni." Tak sampai 5 minit lepas tu, ayah buka pintu and simply said, "Izzat positif".  Gelabah tak gelabah. First time kot. Fisha start sembur sanitizer satu rumah. Izzat terus kena kuarantin kat bilik bawah. Semua orang self test. Everyone else was negative. It's easy to deduct that Izzat got it from one of his friends during one of his many badminton matches. To confirm, he did PCR on t

  Assalamualaikum, In an effort to procrastinate, here I am. Hahah. Tak berubah. Tak adalah procrastinate apa pun, but I have this huge interview tomorrow. For a program that I really hope to be in. So, kena prep some basic answers for that interview. It's going to be at night lagipun. I have PLENTY of time, kan? Not really. Tapi entah, I just think that insha Allah, I will be chosen. Sebab tu takde beriya-iya sangat nak prepare. Kalau ada rezeki, dapat. Aamiin. Oh lupa. This is my very first post for 2022. Happy new year to anyone who's reading. How has my 2022 been? Quite hectic. Won't lie. In a good way, though. On a lighter side, I managed to fit a lot of time doing my hobbies amidst the business I've been doing. Finished reading 3 books and  3 crochet projects  already. Yes, crochet. I legit started on the 1st of January. Actually dah lama beli the kit but then I didn't do it seriously last year. Got my momentum tahun ni.  Last Sunday, I gave my second talk. Co

 Assalamualaikum, A friend from KL came to Kulai last week, teman her hubby yang ada work thing here. Naturally, we met. While catching up, again, naturally, she asked me how I managed to start what I started. A question people kept asking, "Do you actually do everything yourself? That IG especially, like really?" Hahah. Dan setiap kali aku jawab, "Yes, baby. I don't have the money to hire someone else to do it."  What can I say, I'm a woman with many talents, or let's just say it as it is; desperate times need desperate measures lol. Another friend once described me like this; 'Hanny suka cuba benda-benda baru & somehow you manage to excel in whatever you attempt to do.' Entah, Youtube videos & the internet helped a massive deal. Paired with my perpetual need to achieve perfection or at least near perfection, itulah jadinya haha.  The friend I mentioned, we last saw each other last year rasanya. When I went to KL for another friend's

  Assalamualaikum, Hey, I have been abandoning this blog for months. Not a new thing, but thought I should mention it lol.  Thing is, banyak jee draft tapi tak post sebab tak habis tulis.  I've had quite eventful months since I last wrote here. In July, randomly decided to challenge myself. Yang menang phone tu. Gila. Entered a quiz contest, in which I had to do a quiz every Saturday & Sunday at 12 pm for 4 weeks. Somewhere deep inside my gut, I do think I will win. Sebab the amount of efforts that I gave was, I think, huge. Kau bayangkanlah setiap weekend 12 tengahari dah tercatuk depan laptop & perah otak jawab soalan & tulis essay after essay. Mungkin ini yang dipanggil rezeki kerana usaha.  Lepas tu dapat good news one after another. One of them was being chosen to receive seed funding for my lil business. Ya Allah, I was basically overwhelmed at the time, and when all of these were being presented in front of me, tak ada fikir lain but thankful that they came at th

 Assalamualaikum, Okay. This one's short. I promise. Betul lah. The first step is always the hardest. I think everything is falling into place. Alhamdulillah. Baby steps is the approach here. Satu satu. Last weekend, something small but significant happened. Let's just say I sacrificed something with an open heart and guess what, I gained the exact same thing I sacrificed right after. The moment I realized it, I just gasped and laughed, and then said alhamdulillah. These kind of stuffs just further made me wonder how are there still people who do not believe in the higher power. Subhanallah.  That being said, Hannysa pun masih perlu terus usaha dekatkan diri dengan Pencipta, ya.  Passion. Purpose. Progress.  Yes. In progress. Slow slow. Pelan pelan. Satu satu. Insha-Allah.